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World Diabetes Day Chat (join us!)

World Diabetes Day Chat (join us!)

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World Diabetes Day is great opportunity to participate in the diabetes community and give and take ideas and inspiration. I was privileged to be asked to host an hour of #WDDchat2013 discussing “Pushing limits with diabetes” from 7-8 PM EASTERN.

I’m excited to have a chance to be part of this outreach and hear from YOU! I will be hosting my hour of twitter chat with Team LivingVertical since we will be fresh from our own climbing adventures in Red Rock Canyon in Las Vegas. Reach out and get involved-and if you are more interested in just figuring out your limits rather than pushing them, I’d still love it if you dropped in from 7-8 ET. To see the full schedule of superb hosts, topics and times, head over to the Diabetes Community Advocacy Foundation (DCAF) blog for the details!

Amazed.

Amazed.

Let me preface this post by noting that I am enroute from NY to UT but I am stopping to write this update because I want to share how this moment feels.

When I woke up this morning our funding campaign was 2500 or so short of the goal. I was worried. I was trying to figure out a good concession blog, thanking everyone for their help and figuring out how to press on.

But all that is obsolete now.

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We did it. YOU did it. From the beginning of Project365 we asked for support and you gave it. The project happened. Now, the film will happen and be a finished, professional work that will help that message of empowerment LIVE and grow. You have paid that forward and given that gift to many people with diabetes and their families, who you may never even know about or meet. We did that together. I feel so honored and blessed to have been a part of this.

I am so humbled that you all have so much faith in LivingVertical. It means everything seeing this in action. Every single one of you who helped-contributing, sharing, liking, recommending…it’s amazing.

So what makes this even more amazing, is that this afternoon I headed to meet with Jeffrey who has guest blogged here, as a fellow Type 1 climber. When we met up, I was busy worrying about funding and all of what “comes next”.

We had such a great connection-through the climbing and diabetes-that I just stopped worrying. And suddenly, we were closing on on 100%…what better way to celebrate than with a TeamLV climbing session!

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I started off the day wondering and worrying-but I let go of expectations-which have been TOTALLY exceeded.

Now I must turn my attention to the road between PA and UT… If you want to join, I’ll be all over Facebook between here and there.

Oh-I am SO excited to thank all our project contributors with the finished movie. I believe you will not be disappointed with the work that has been done!

A first look at Kilimanjaro!

A first look at Kilimanjaro!

Here is a promo video of the documentary made about the expedition to Kilimanjaro-this is not the full version, but it’s a great teaser! Our camera/production crew (Wes and Dan totally got after it and did amazing work!) Enjoy this, share it and get psyched-the full version will be awesome and I’ll be sharing my own story of the climb too in a separate video that I shot on my own!

Arrival.

Arrival.

This was the first time I have flown internationally, and as such I didn’t know what to expect. People always assume that because I enjoy climbing that I have no fear or that it doesn’t play a significant role in my life.

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Being alone is scary but often times rewarding. Feeling alone is horrifying to me. I felt completely clueless flying out of JFK-I probably don’t need to reference the bedside manner of the TSA, but lets say they are not at the apex of quality customer service. They didn’t hassle me about my diabetes supplies though, so that was a plus.

My first flight was a 10 hour haul to Istanbul-which was literally the best flight I have ever been on. Turkish Airlines wait on you hand and foot, give you all sorts of free stuff, prepare great food (relative to the context!) and they have an outstanding movie selection!

To make things better I made friends with my neighbor, a fellow from Ankara, Turkey named Bugra (pronounced Boo-ra) who was a great traveling companion and hopefully we will stay in touch for when I bring the Project365 documentary to Turkey!

When I arrived in Istanbul however, things were much less inviting. No one spoke English, everyone wore too much cologne and was in a rush to go somewhere presumably important. My travel credit card didn’t work and to top it off, I started to feel ill. Here I am in the middle of the world without anyone to connect to, and no way to even connect my phone to the Internet (no free wifi in airports!).

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“What if I get sick?” I thought. How will I go back or go forward? Neither seemed viable. So I just kept drinking water (bottled) and I tried to keep on the proper schedule with malaria pills…

After another long flight, I landed at Kilimanjaro airport near Arusha, Tanzania-at 3:45 AM. Upon getting out of the plane, I was greeted by a horde of mosquitoes, who must have instinctively know that I’ve been fretting about Malaria and Dengue fever.

I was able to screw up the visa application process by accidentally attempting to circumvent the final two stages of this three stage process…but throw in a couple hours of fitful sleep and several bumpy cab rides and I arrived in Arusha, my “pre-Kili” destination.

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The drivers here take traffic laws and indeed safety itself as a suggestion, and no one seems to get too worked up much, despite frequent horn honking and furious driving on roads that are rutted or littered with potholes.

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The people here seem genuinely happy. No one has a lot by our standards, materially, but seeing the kindness and humility these folks live by, it makes one wonder if maybe they have a lot more than we realize at first glance.

I made many new friends upon arriving at the lodge in Arusha, some of whom will be part of our team (which ill introduce more later) and others who had already summited and had great advice and stories to share. One new friend I met actually is from Park City UT! Small world we live in…

Finally…diabetes, my “other” climbing partner! Had some highs and lows. You know, normal diabetes stuff. None of those killed me, so I feel like I’m doing ok-I broke one of my cardinal rules and ate rice with dinner so I’m pretty high now and it’s not wanting to come down. Frankly, though I’m more concerned with getting a parasitic infection or “the scoots” from contaminated water or food.

We begin climbing on Friday so tomorrow will be devoted to prepping gear, charging my Goal Zero yeti 150 (which will power my ability to capture images) and sleeping in and hydrating! Stay tuned to our social media feeds because its a lot harder to keep things up to date via the blog than it is via shorter postings!

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Sure does feel like a Monday

Sure does feel like a Monday

Today I am flying back to Las Vegas to reunite with my car, license plates and camera gear. Some days feel like I am teetering on the brink of failure and looking forward into a bottomless abyss that is waiting to swallow hopes of success that have kept this improbable journey alive.

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Before boarding I found out that Nick was involved in an accident which damaged his right knee and wrist. Knees and wrists are integral in the activities of climbing and operating camera equipment. To be fair he cant even drive, so our trip together must be shelved and I am going on from here alone. Again. Nick has always been a big part of the artistic vision for this project and I wish him the speediest and most bearable recovery possible.

I am also doing some basic accounting and we are struggling in that department. We have generated 324 likes on the video at www.stevesmountain.com at a ratio of 5 views to 1 like. We are doing everything we can on this end but even if every supporter of Project 365 liked the video we would barely break 1000 dollars.

The success of this project is going to come down to sharing and engaging YOUR networks and YOUR friends to generate the “likes” needed to close our funding gap to complete the project according to the vision we have been following.

I’ve always been a realist. When there is good news I’m psyched to share it. On the other hand, when things are looking bleak I’m not going to pretend they’re not. This project belongs to you and I want to be up front about the current situation.

I have seen some of our supporters really go out of their way to try and help us make it over the hump and that does not go unnoticed. Those of you who share and retweet and tag LivingVertical in your posts are much appreciated…and I am sure there are many things done on behalf of this cause that I am not aware of.

It’s good to stay hungry and it’s good to struggle, right? Maybe I have gotten soft mentally, thinking that we should have things sewn up since we got some press and some kudos with some major sponsorship. This has always been a shoestring operation and it probably always will be. I am ok with that.

I will go back out into the austere places that remind me how little our trivial concerns actually matter and I will find a way. I’m glad we had this little chat. I feel much better now.

Reaching the (bloggers) summit

Reaching the (bloggers) summit

Day 196 dawned early, after not enough sleep and before the sun was properly up. I thought pre-dawn starts were reserved for fishing and alpine climbing!

Wrong!

I headed over to ClimbTime Indy with the “other” Stephanie in my life who has been my media liaison since the outset of the Roche partnership. Not to be confused with my wife Stefanie who unfortunately could not attend this trip to Indianapolis…

Without going into an esoteric rant, reminiscent of an Oscar “thank you speech” I can tell you that there are SO many moving parts in the developments of the last several weeks (which are amazing, and are exponentially increasing the affect of Project 365) and without so much support I would be lost and babbling incoherently on a street corner somewhere. I can’t say enough to thank Stefanie for all her personal support and being my anchor through all this, and Stephanie for busting skulls and handling scheduling and logistics down to the smallest details.

So much for brevity.

We connected with Sherman Burdette from Fox 59 and we shot a climbing interview then headed back to speak at the bloggers summit.

I was so warmly received that it felt great to get up and share the story of Stef and myself taking on this project. I felt very appreciated and very understood as everyone at the summit has projects of their own to empower and better the diabetes community.

From the summit I went with Stephanie to Roche headquarters to meet the folks who have been putting their time and energy into creating this partnership and the website at www.stevesmountain.com. Again it was amazing to make more friends and to share the project in a personal way and really see and hear how it’s affecting folks.

Soon I will be back on the road and laboring in relative solitude again. Memories of the relationships built today will fuel me through whatever is hiding around the corner! This has been an amazing privilege.

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A quick update from Indianapolis

A quick update from Indianapolis

So in the last week you have seen our exciting partnership with Roche and possibly some of the many interviews I did while down at the climbing event in Atlanta. It’s a new dynamic for sure and one that we are adjusting to-because there are more opportunities to share this project than we have been used to dealing with.

I am currently in Indianapolis at the Roche Diabetes Blogger Summit where lots of folks who are similarly engaged in motivating and helping enrich the diabetes community get together and discuss and plan and compare notes. I am excited to be here and to be able to meet many of these folks and keep sharing project 365.

Wed is another conference for Diabetes Educators and I will get to share my story there too! Then…the wild ride of public appearances and cushy climbing gyms will be over as I return to the comfort of living out of a car and crushing it on real rock. Back to the office!

The time spent promoting the project is fueling my desire to go big and climb hard for the remaining days and I am getting more focused. Your support is always huge- please share the video at www.stevesmountain.com because the funding it will provide is critical to the success of project365.

Detours.

Detours.

One of the biggest challenges that type 1 diabetes presents is the complete and total lack of predictability. I guess 13 years of that has been a good warm up for this project. Weather and mail have been my biggest adversaries thus far and each time it looks like we are ready to get back on the road and make our next big push, something is in the mail and it somehow it stays out in the ethers and we stay here…becalmed in San Diego, waiting for it to arrive. It’s not anyone’s fault, it’s just another example of life getting in the way of even your highest-ranked priorities.

So, here’s hoping that in the next few days things get sorted out and we can get out of here. The good news is that there are some new developments that may be forthcoming in the next few weeks that could make a significant impact on the project. I will, of course keep everyone posted in due time, as said developments are tied up in outside processes that are bigger than our operation.

Also appearing in the “good news” column is the fact that I have been able to catch up on editing video and I am proud to be able to share my latest offering in this blog. I know that in the big scheme of things, this delay in our plans is not the end of the world and we have to stay psyched, motivated and keep climbing.

Today we broke 20,000 feet (20,235 to be more exact) and yesterday I completed my first aid climb (using gear for upward progress, aka stink-bugging due to the gear intensive and frequently slow moving nature of this style of climbing) which is the first direct step towards climbing a big wall in Yosemite this spring, so that was another significant milestone. At the end of the day, we are still moving closer to our bigger objectives via the detour route. It’s harder to see at times but we just have to knuckle down and win the battles and that’s how we can win the war.

The need for struggle from Living Vertical on Vimeo.

This video has it’s own mini-story in it-during this trip to Bishop, I spent a bit of time thinking about the need for struggle and the importance of failing your way to success. It’s humbling-and it is tough knowing that you have a high likelihood of getting your ass handed to you both in terms of your climbing and in the eyes of people who are watching. I struggle a lot with what people think. I know it “doesn’t matter” but it sort of does too-I feel like I don’t climb hard enough to impact people who are climbers and I don’t focus enough on my diabetes to interest the diabetic community as a whole.

In life-and in climbing, you battle yourself. You learn to control yourself, your movements and your emotions by being honest with yourself. At the end of the day, everyone has to choose where to mark “”North” on their own compass. For me, being true to my vision and honest is my guiding principal and I am willing to accept the fact that what comes of this project will be powerfully effective for some and meaningless for others. I can’t try and make people happy, just be thankful for the people who get it and keep being true to myself.

In this video, I had the opportunity to face my doubts about my climbing and the challenges of sharing this project with other people. It may sound silly, but when something is this personal, it cuts both ways. The impact of it can be much more powerful, but you tend to feel a lot more defensive or protective of it.

So I am learning to let go. Letting go can help you hold on tighter, if you can believe that. Once I let go, I sent my hardest yet, v4/5.12 (nothing to write home about but for me it’s significant because this is as strong as I have ever been) and I had the privilege of sharing some of my experience of living with diabetes with some friends that we made out amongst the boulders.

 

Red Rock Prime

Red Rock Prime

So we’ve been catching up on a lot of stuff since we’ve been back in San Diego- much of that “stuff” involves video editing, and so I am pleased to be able to share a little bit of what we have done and are working on doing as we move forward! We have been connected with some of the folks from climbforchange.com who have been really supportive-and they have a lot of background in similar types of projects so that has been really exciting! We have been given climbing shoes to wear from FiveTen and we are really excited to welcome their support for Project 365!

This week (once the Dragon Wagon is out of the shop) we are going to be heading out to Bishop to do more filming and climbing with Nick which will be off the hook! We are planning on spending a couple of nights shooting timelapse photos and it’s going to be down in the 20s so that should build some character!

As always, stay psyched and DO something! Make changes! Shake stuff up-because you CAN!

 

Day 3

Day 3

Climbed: Several boulder problems in Santee-70′ nothing too hard all about v0

Total: 2295′

Injected: AM 6u Lantus, 4u Humalog PM 2u Humalog 6u Lantus

Total carbs 110g

Sugar still trending lower/normal (nothing severe)-diet is staying about the same. Oatmeal, saltines and PB for breakfast, builder bar, Nori for snack, Salad greens and baked chicken for dinner. Also some raw almonds.

Good climbing today, albeit short. Bouldering is not about the length of the climb (usually) but about the complexity of a series of smaller moves combined with the elevated risk of climbing ropeless. Climbing today was a bit tougher-not physically but mentally. Our cat hasn’t actually come back per se. He has been seen once in the last week, but hasn’t actually approached his new home or eaten anything. It’s really working me over mentally that he is going through this so far away and we are totally unable to do anything to help him.

I broke out the camera a little bit today though. Found a bees nest and was careful not to disturb these endangered critters but enjoyed their handiwork.

The remainder of the shots are of some of the boulders of Santee (you can see some people in the shots to give a frame of reference)

We will probably be back at Santee tomorrow for a bit more shooting and bouldering. Until tomorrow…

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